Thursday, April 03, 2003

yay! marifoley's back online! go read her site. she likes warm, yummy cookies. and sign her guestbook. i helped with the installation. i think. she's pretty quick with the html script, thats good thats good i like that. oh! and check out the dog and everything. they played at our school today and they were really good sports about it, puttin up with the weird girls moshing right next to them. theyre also a good band, i think. i heart them very much. as much as i heart you all.

my head hurts.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

read this. READ IT.

look, i know a lot of people see the war as "necessary." but let me tell you something. something where hundreds of people die, are injured, maimed, psychologically scarred, terrified, mortified, abused, etc, whether they be soldiers, civilians, human shields, or anything and everything inbetween is not right. and yes, i understand that saddam hussein is a rotten person. but do you really think solving violence with a FULL OUT WAR is a good thing? WHAT WOULD GHANDI DO? this does not mean that i am "anti-american" or "anti-troop" or ANY OF THAT CRAP. i am anti-war and anti-bush. alright? don't like it, thats cool.

my heart bleeds every day for the allied troops and iraqi troops because you know WHY? THEY ARE HUMAN, JUST LIKE MYSELF. they see the same exact shit that the allied troops see. they suffer the same exact heat and sandstorms and fear that the allied troops do. i pity everyone out there and wish they could all go back home safe and sound.

so im sorry if i offended any of you for showing a little compassion to the iraqis and i fully understand that a lot of them are doing bad things but they're human too and need to be treated as humans too.

ok. tonight i will write in my paper journal! i have a lot of news for it. but heres some news for you: im so sweaty. i hate it! i need to remedy it. and then what else? oh not much. its so nice out. and tomorrow the dog and everything is coming to school! im excited! and i made capris! actually i just cut off like 5 inches from the bottom of my old jeans. and oh man, my mom made coq au vin...its so good....hhhhh. speaking of "hhhhh," i wonder where colleen is at. COLLEEN! WHERE ARE YOU? oh right, pittsburgh, without the internet. stupid hoe! i miss you. and id just like to tell you my mom is the REVENGE QUEEN. she comes up to me holding a piece of paper and says "can you see anything wrong?" and its a test that my sister took on adjectives and she got all the questions wrong, and therefore had to have a parent sign it. but the funny thing is she signed my dads name! and you can totally tell! its hilarious! so my mom goes "scan this." and i said "do what with it?" and she said "put it as the wallpaper for the computer." and i laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed...

so i did it and i put it up. and i wanted to wait to see what my sister would say when she saw the screen, but after i scanned it my mom showed it to her. so she cried and denied everything, but my mom talked to her and then she was ok. but after dinner, she saw the screen and started to cry. and i laughed and laughed and laughed...

don't worry, i know i'm mean.

Tuesday, April 01, 2003

unnofficial favorite song list
'rain song'--led zeppelin
'pink moon'--nick drake
'northern sky'--nick drake
'the shining'--badly drawn boy
'bohemian rhapsodey'--queen
'brown eyed girl'--van morrison (which, by the way, is about me)
'the scientist'--coldplay
'parachutes'--coldplay
'blue sun'--darling violetta (god what i wouldnt do for one of their cds)
'you're just too good to be true'--the four seasons
'just like a prayer'--madonna
new addition! more than one! alright! 'are you in'--incubus (that song makes me want to dance forever and ever and ever)
'send the pain below'--chevelle
'3 libras'--a perfect circle
'the little spanish flea'--well, its from the simpsons, i know that. not sure who wrote it. but i love that song.
'porcelain'--moby (that really has to be the most beautiful song. in my opinion at least)

oh man. today i got into a car accident. when i dropped katie off at the ag for her swim practice, i was makin a right hand turn onto 111th street as someone was making a left hand turn into the driveway i was pulling out of. she hit me head on, granted we were both going about 20 but oh man...my neck hurts so bad. so we hit. and we're both staring at each other, our mouths are open, and i swear to god you could hear a pin drop all over the world. so i start bawling. and i get out of the car so she does too, and she goes "THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MY CAR?" so then i throw up. then the cop car comes just as im picking myself up from the ground. and the officer was really nice, i wish i could remember it. im sure its on a piece of paper somewhere, so i should write him a note after the court date. anyways. when the cop comes, the lady starts freaking out, i mean FREAKING OUT. like, screaming and yelling. "who called the fuckin cops! who called em!" and the cop goes "look, you better watch your language or ill have to restrain you" cuz the ladys like jumpin around and punchin the air with her fist. and im just in terror, i dont wanna get in trouble you know. then another cop comes and the lady calms down a bit, and they start talkin to me and to her. well yadda yadda yadda, it all ends up that its her fault. she wrecked the front of my car. and it was so weird, my car was in better shape than hers and my car ends up needing the most repairs. so thats like 5 grand worth of damage. hers was like 200 dollars. so they towed my car and her car away, and the cops gave me a ride home. but then, i forget my bookbag in the back of my car. fuckin hell. so when i got home, i had to spend like 2 hrs on the phone trying to find out where they took it. and i thought my parents would be mad, but they totally weren't. which is cool. i guess. so yeah. i just got back from getting my bookbag at the impound place not far from ginas. and yeah. im tired. im gonna shower and go to bed. night.

ps--heh heh heh...*shifty eyes*

Monday, March 31, 2003

*sigh* so today was nice. not as stressful as i originally anticipated. so thats a plus. unfortunately, i don't think my lil, ahem, infection is going away. its still kinda just...there. just thought you all should know.

its so nice outside, and i'd like to go outside, but see...i'm really lazy and attatched to my computer like an IDIOT. ooh ooh, yknow what i want? a nice laptop, digital camera, scanner, cable modem, and microphone all on a cart so i can push it around outside like the computer geek i am.

in sadder news--i might not be going to columbia. for some reason, it'd be a "better deal" if my parents sent me to depaul. i really don't want to go there. i mean, its a really good school but CHRIST ive wanted to go to columbia since freshman year. i can't handle scholastic-y type things anymore, either. columbia will do me good, i know it. basically my dad is willing to let me go to columbia, but my mom is more hesitant. she wants me to have an education that will ensure my success so i dont "end up in a job you hate." then again, maybe she should just let me be my own person, eh? im all for learning from expirience but dammit, its my life. i know its your money and your investment but AURGH. then i'll just do it all myself. i'll pay for columbia. hows that?!

feh.

in other news--captain and tenille. no not really. OH OH! that reminds me...

unnofficial favorite song list
'rain song'--led zeppelin
'pink moon'--nick drake
'northern sky'--nick drake
'the shining'--badly drawn boy
'bohemian rhapsodey'--queen
'brown eyed girl'--van morrison (which, by the way, is about me)
'the scientist'--coldplay
'parachutes'--coldplay
'blue sun'--darling violetta (god what i wouldnt do for one of their cds)
ou're just too good to be true--the four seasons
new addition! just like a prayer--madonna

Sunday, March 30, 2003

crack down...crack down the middle... aurgh i eat too much junk food, i really do. and one of these days ill write again instead of just listing crap. but right now im not inspired enough and like adding to my archive, so here.

1. I feel like______something's not completed. Like most of my homework.
2. We are so immersed in_______everything the media feeds us.
3. Fondle the________penis. heh heh heh. sorry.
5. If you avoid______mullets, you know no joy.
6. Enter the______woman holding the baby.
7. I really wish______I HAD AN ANSWER.
8. Please don't______confuse me any more than i am.
9. Umbrellas make______quiet house guests.

1. A lot of people______constitute the United States of America.
2. Cure my______lovesickness, PLEASE JUST CURE IT NOW.
3. Mom insists on______talking to me slowly. She drives me INSANE.
4. Breathe in the______peace.
5. Capitalism will______exist.
6. Anarchy will______exist.
7. Everything I know______are half my opinions and half fact.
8. Give her the room to______be who she wants to be, please. Let her take a chance. She doesn't need to be safe anymore, she's almost 18.
9. I think that you are______a human, just like me.

unnofficial favorite song list
'rain song'--led zeppelin
'pink moon'--nick drake
'northern sky'--nick drake
'the shining'--badly drawn boy
'bohemian rhapsodey'--queen
'brown eyed girl'--van morrison (which, by the way, is about me)
'the scientist'--coldplay
'parachutes'--coldplay
'blue sun'--darling violetta (god what i wouldnt do for one of their cds)
new addition!you're just too good to be true--the four seasons

Zzzzebrahead: brb
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: k
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down de meedle
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down de meedle
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down de meedle
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: i say haaay! crack it down de meedle
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: when my friend mand, she drivin in da car wit me
she got her slurpee and she say to me
eee! mon! my cup oh me
i hope it didnt crack down de meedle
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down de meedle
CeLLoPhANeAdDicT: crack down crack down oh whoa crack down de meedle
Zzzzebrahead: what the fudge is that